I very much get this. It was so hard for me to say that when I did get the courage to share, I would often forget that I was supposed to start with that one, little, yet big, introduction. The thing is, in going, you might find connection. And that connection is the lifeblood of why AA works for so many people. Being able to talk with other alcoholics, other people who understand what you are going through, is huge. Just a thought. Wishing you well.